MofoHari

                         ~ MOFOHARI'S CRAZY DREAMS ~

*  January 1, 2016  · This is how my overactive imagination works. I was on the phone with my sister last night and she mentioned jokingly we should go to China because there are more jobs there. I just now woke up from dreaming a full action movie.   I was a Chinese mom who's two kids were being used by the Chinese government for spy missions. One of the top women agents saw me about to go upstairs to use the bathroom and said anxiously "Where are you going?". I told her and she said not to. I asked if it was dangerous and she said yes and to take the children and leave when "the others" did (her words were "you must leave when we do"). She then disappeared. Two ruthless looking Chinese male agents came and one was speaking kindly to my children who were eager to answer his questions. He asked them where they had done something or other and they happily took his hand and went with the two agents to take them somewhere to show him what he was asking. Watching fearfully yet not helplessly, I knew I couldn't stop them as they put my children into a car and drove away. Remembering what the woman spy had said I quickly changed out of my nightgown into some clothes and slipped out the back door. Moments later the place blew sky high with a loud boom and technicolor flames.    S/N I want to go back to sleep and see the sequel now..ish was getting interesting lol.

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*  January 2, 2017  · Just woke up from a weird dream that I was working with Biggie. He had accepted me both creatively and as part of his business team. We were talking about death threats and knowing about them..very weird dream. It is not the first time I've had dreams about him where we're discussing things musically.

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*  January 2, 2014  · Around 4 am I was in semi sleep mode..asking in my mind with passion how I can break thru the ish I'm dealing with..Out of the blue I heard a voice saying cryptically.."just keep doing you"..which is a term I don't really use or particularly like..aaand it was completely cryptic so I have no idea why that thought came thru almost like an external voice..oooo..hallucinations during twilight sleep.

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*  January 11, 2016  · I had a dream that kind of spoke for itself.  First a puppy jumped on my bed and had some kind of "issue" where it couldn't stop chasing its tail. I held it still and soothed it until it stopped. Then another animal with a problem I can't recall with a similar outcome. Finally a bunny that couldn't control its paws wanted to touch its nose but the paws were all over the place and couldn't manage it, so I held its paws gently and touched its nose with them.. It looked so relieved. I don't know if it   meant I need to focus more on helping myself or indicating that I'm about to help somebody else...but it was pretty dang strange!!!

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*  January 18, 2015  ·  Last night I dreamed my dad was sitting with me giving advice on life and things..another crazy, realistic dream..  Wish I could  remember the conversation :-{ (he passed in 2009)

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*  January 24, 2017  ·  I dreamed I was watching two troupes of soldiers which  had in them people that I "know"..one on each side of me..they were doing marching routines on either side of me so I was in the middle and each team was marching all around me. I stood still and saluted.

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*  Feb 6, 2018:   I woke up at 3:55 a.m. after a nightmare where some strange man came to my door, forced his way in and tried to rape me. Told me he was going to take me travelling with him. I was scared as hell, told him my friend was on their way to take me to the doctor at which point he angrily backed out the door and left. Couldn't get back to sleep smh. CRAZY things our minds cook up in sleep mode!

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*  February 19, 2014 ·  Two nights ago I had the weirdest dream ever..I was in some kind of forest with friends and a snail was eating everything in its path and growing huger and huger..I yelled to my friends to run and noticed they were tripping and falling over..Suddenly I opened myself like some kind of cartoon character, threw everybody inside my 'pouch'..which was like opening my top half and storing everybody in the solar plexus area and running as hard as I could into a house..but it was following fast and growing bigger all the time..I ran into a room in the house and locked the door..its feelers were coming under the door but it couldn't get in...then I woke up...craaazy!

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*  March 20, 2016 ·   Two nights ago I dreamed there was a photo shoot..The man with a cam was saying "hold it, close your eyes, head up and that way just a touch..knee up..that's it..hold it right there..don't move!" 

Last night it was a manly female trying to grind from behind while I was dancing..I ig'd and moved on,  then saw comments on a status saying "We make beautiful music together"..I was like..ewww..lmao..apologies and no disrespect intended to my gay sisters..still have love for you but it's not my thing.  So..these dreams are the weirdest ever to me.

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*  May 2, 2018:   So..another dream..I dreamed about two performances at the same venue. There was one other female and two males performing with me but I was lead vocalist. In the first one the place was packed and there was a great vibe. After the show we were given photos, videos and slides of everything. In the second one it was during the week or something and not so many were there but the vibe was still good..I was relaxed and enjoying myself. The audience seemed to be having a great time. So strange! During the second performance the girl had a little stage fright and was singing her solo too quietly so I went and put my arm around her, grinned and sang her part with her until she was feeling more confident and faded back until it was time for me to get back up to the front.

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*  May 13, 2015 ·  I just had a dream about Ringo Starr in a dinner suit with a bow tie at a fancy restaurant sitting at a round table with a lot of other people surrounding him at other round tables. All of a sudden they all pick up drumsticks and start playing a beat at the same time on the tables..i could hear the rhythm and everything..Craaaazyy dream.  If that kinda thing hasn't already been done it would make a great music vid!

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*  May 19, 2016  ·  I just dreamed that Puffy made an unannounced visit..walked in with an assistant. He looked around at my broken down, poor woman's furnishings and didn't sit down. Instead he wrote a check for $125k, told me to fix me and my place up, then bring a dope producer and they would deal with the rest bcs he saw potential. Lol..strangeness INDEED! (Maybe I should have said well I appreciate that but I'm holding on for Quincy.)  :) 

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*  May 21, 2015 at 7:37am · Had the weirdest dream about video interviewing Billy Danze last night..laughing and talking thru a q and a session...strange..don't know where that even came from.

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*  May 21, 2012 ·   I had the most insane dream last night about Jay-z, Chrismorale,    Beyonce, and me;  To make a long story short Beyonce looked me in the eye and asked me if CM has creative value. I yelled "hellyea"!!!

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*  May 23, 2017 · Seriously..I dreamed I was digging in crates for vinyl!!!! what in the??? #MeAndMyDreams

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*  Aug 8, 2018:   Last night I dreamt that Chrismorale came to hang. He was there for a long time and then he stood up and said he needed something to eat. I offered to make him something (knowing he does not like other people to cook for him). He said "yea". I asked what he wanted. He said "scrambled eggs". I asked how many, he said one. I asked if he wanted hash browns, he said yes. I said "anything else?" He said "the usual". I went into the kitchen wondering what "the usual" meant. I thought "this dude never lets anybody cook for him wth does that mean?"..then I woke up.

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*  July 1, 2018:  OK I had yet another weird dream last night.  Me and Amy were sitting by a river..I don't think it was the one up the road. I suddenly had a strong urge to go fishing and told her that. Suddenly a fishing pole appeared and I threw it in the water. I moved it around to different places and Amy said something like 'I see fish swimming around it'  but we didn't think any had bitten. As I started to give up and pull it in Amy said 'oh look you caught two catfish'. Thinking they were little fish I pulled it up and they were two huge bass! I told her 'noo those are not catfish look..they are definitely bass!' She started playing with their mouth just messing around. But I was stunned that two large fish were landed from one hook.

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*  July 27, 2018:  I had another bizarre dream. While sitting in a doctor's office waiting for a referral to some kind of specialist a long loud fart escaped me. I giggled and a lady sitting next to me waved her hand like pheww. At that moment the receptionist called my name and I turned to the people and said with a big grin "don't worry I'll be leaving soon I promise". They all laughed with me and the atmosphere lightened. Whaat in the woorld??   S/N I just looked up possible meanings: 

Positive changes are afoot if…

- You allowed yourself to laugh off your embarrassment in any situation.
- You found that you laughed at yourself when you accidentally farted.
- You did not allow others to judge you and recognize that everyone makes mistakes.

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*  August 1, 2017 ·  Last night I dreamed I was on a public transport bus..the bus didn't stop when I rang the bell but kept going. I was calculating, watching carefully how to walk all the way back to where I thought I'd have to go so I wouldn't get lost..but then! The bus kept going until we got to the ocean..I felt a calm, serene, yet excitement wash over me! I have been wanting to get to the seaside for a long, long time! So I got off the bus and started walking along the beach. Shame the dream ended when I had to get up for work! lol..but it was lovely.

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*  August 5, 2017 · Just woke up from a dream in which Sam Cooke's "A Change Is Gonna Come" kept threading all the way thru it and I'm waking up with it still strong on my mind. I haven't heard this song including all cover versions in a longggg time. Strange.

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*  August 9, 2017 ·  OK so..another strange dream last night. I was heavily preggo. I could CLEARLY feel the kicks and movement going on in there and see little ripples across the belly of activity like ya do..It was so weirdly real. I wonder if that is another LEO "changes coming" sign. I say that because of the dream a few nights ago where I kept hearing the song "A Change Is Gonna Come" and somebody mentioned Leos are experience a lot of changes at this time. Please..do..not..take..it..literally folks..it was alll a dream lol!

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*  August 9, 2015 ·  Had a dream I was in bed cuddling with a hansome man..a stranger. I was kinda anxious bcs I hadn't brushed my teeth and wanted to smell and look nice for him. He said it didn't matter. When he thought i was asleep he went in another room where there was apparently another girl waiting and he kinda slid in the room quickly and half pushed her saying.."get in there..hurry..quick"..and I could hear the luuuv noises goin on. I grabbed a couple things and left quickly, feeling terrible. I wandered the strange area looking for a bank and a greyhound bus to get me home..wherever that was lol..straaaange dream.

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*  August 12, 2016  ·  Had a nightmare that felt like it went on for a long time, about an ex from my youth who was extreemely abusive. In real life he is not alive (died of drug od) but in the nightmare he was stalking with intent to kill. Scary dream.

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*  August 18, 2016 ·  Just woke up from a dream where I was audio editing...carefully fine tuning right down to the nth..went through the whole process..had it perfect and was proud of a job well done..then woke up..sigh.

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*  August 18, 2014  · I was having such a delicious dream before waking up. While waiting to go on stage a handsome stranger, also a performer was talking a little down to me saying 'well you generally have to have more experience before they will let you up on this stage here'. I told him 'well it's cool bcs I've performed twice already on this stage and performing here tonite'.  He had a surprised look, then started moving in nice n slow. While I was intently watching the stage waiting my turn, he moved in slow, sensual and sexual up behind me, hands moving from hips to waist, then higher...and then..and then..and then I woke up. like..noo waaait..comebaaack...

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*  September 9, 2016 ·   In the fitful, pitiful amount of sleep last night, I had another one of my weird dreams. I was called upon to work at a charity event and had no clue what was expected of me. I saw a familiar face (Jettie) and asked her if she knew. She grabbed a clipboard, wrote my name quickly on a check list next to two numbers, threw me two numbered keys from across the room and pointed out a direction. I came to a gym-like building with a raised, very long, extended stagelike platform. The platform had clearly marked divisions, which each space numbered, two of which related to the numbers on the keys she'd thrown me. Below the platform were tables and chairs which would need to be put together and set up on the stage. There was nobody else around which was puzzling. No other key holders, nobody coming to attend, or even anybody else around to help me do "whatever it was I was supposed to do". I had no idea what time it was meant to open..Nothing. So I knew I'd have to figure it all out on my own. Seeing a man setting things up in the distance, I asked if my assumptions were correct about where the tables etc should go etc. He nodded vaguely and carried on with what he was doing, so I got to work putting an office type chair together, mentally planning how to get it all up on the platform and where would be the best position to place everything for those coming to the event to be able to see what was on the tables.  I woke up still with no clue what the keys were for and what I was being asked to display on the tables for this charity event. Crazy.

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*  October 18, 2015  ·  I Just dreamed almost a full horror/thriller movie complete with ghostly hauntings, murders and seeing my name on a headstone with 2016 on it. Lol..I blame these commercials for the scariest movies I've been seeing on tv, since I avoid all that crap..not my kind of thing to watch.

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*  November 16, 2014  ·  Just woke up from the craziest dream ever. Some guy gave me a ticket to an event and said he would try to turn up later but he had something else to attend. For some reason I had a German Shepherd dog with me who didn't want me to leave its side and wanted to play. The ticket was tucked in a passport or some kind of official document that belonged to the guy which I guess was supposed to mean he would come later. I didn't remember carrying it in but for some reason I was stressing that I had left my pillow somewhere in the huuuge lobby which was almost as big as a mall. Then I stressed over losing my purse and having no money to buy a drink. At one point I went to go in to the event and there was a long hall that was almost too narrow to squeeze thru that only a few people were able to get through. When I went back out and came back I could get through but seeing as how I had ordered a coke at the barbut had no purse, I had to go back out yet again, suddenly realizing I'd left my cellphone somewhere. I found that, but woke up without seeing the show lol crazy!

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*  November 18, 2015 · Got back to sleep and dreamed an unrecognized man (who was apparently my man and father of my unrecognized two kids), was drinking hard and on something else. He dragged me out of a busy restaurant and we must have been arguing. He was in a dark rage, shaking and trying to drag me out of view and I knew he was gonna kill me. Mann with dreams like that who needs to watch horror movies? Time to get up and smile at being awake!

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*  On asking a dream analysis group for thoughts on a dream.   September 23, 2017:   Good morning/afternoon. Firstly thank you for accepting me into your group! Peace and blessings! I had two strange dreams in succession last night and would value your interpretation if possible. Thanks so much!
Crazy Dream #1: I sat by the river contemplating..breathing the air. The sky was a beautiful blue with wispy white clouds. Somebody appeared next to me who i couldn't exactly see. I was just thinking that my view was somewhat limited when suddenly the scene shifted. Only way to describe it is that it was like the effect you get on a google map when you play with direction or angle. When it shifted I could see wayyy above and beyond the clouds. Not only that but the river mysteriously disappeared and my legs were hanging over an infinity of space below, with an infinity of space above me. I became terrified as hell..that vertigo feeling like you would fall. The person near me told me calmly to breathe, allow my legs to hang over the side and that i would not fall. Then I woke up.

Briefly falling back to sleep i saw a scary, evil looking face..the mouth opened and something good began emerging from it. I guess that one reminded me of that saying "out of bad things good can come".

Rudy Montenegro (Group Admin) Contemplating the river; is experiencing a river of life, where the course is at a transcendent level. But the view is limited because you need to be better prepared. The scene shifts with legs hanging over an infinite space, are terrified, but the person tells you how to deal with it; it is a different state of awareness. The way to get better prepared is through yoga and meditation, the discipline required to expand to a spiritual perspective. Then the evil face; is that in opening the door of perception can face negative things, that is because of the nature of the world we live in. Such influences are often in the background, and people are not aware of the power to affect our lives. But if you work on going beyond these limitations “out of bad things good can come”. That is to learn from the experience of facing the challenge, and gaining your own power.

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*  November 19, 2015 · Anybody who thinks I randomly chose to move from my home in the UK to NJ out of all places in the world with my young child, to go thru the hardest times any human can imagine, single handedly amongst total strangers needs to go jump off the GW Bridge immediately.  I dreamed of London and Blackburn last night like I was a spirit flying over them seeing the familiar places. I miss "familiarity" in my life..familiar faces, voices..continuity..warmth from ppl who know me and care..folks who are there when I need to talk. Folks who don't give up on you if you fall, knowing you always get back up..people I want to be around that are trusted rather than random people who don't know who I am. Eh..rant over.. *Drops mic and sits down.

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*  December 15, 2014 ·  Just woke up from a disturbing dream where my daughter had a friend over and they were using my pc. I came in for something and the friend was smoking and talking on her cell phone.  I was furious, told my daughter between gritted teeth to let her friend know there was no smoking in my home. My daughter didn't speak up but waved her hand dismissively. I flipped out at both of them, then woke up feeling all disturbed lol..Im pretty sure its a sign I need to reign her in a little..I think its on my mind..smh..15-18 is a hard age to get em thru.. :-\

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*  December 20, 2016  · Crazyest Dream.. I was looking for my daughter at her school and she wasn't there so I went to a nearby store and was wandering around..no sign of her. As I was walking away a bomb blast shattered the building and area around it. When i got home police were there tearing everything apart suspecting me of knowing something. Finding nothing they left. I went back to my daughter's school and somehow everyone was thinking I was her. Sitting down in the school cafeteria to rest, a huge white butch lesbian bully sat down giving an ice cube dangerous look callin me by my daughter's name tellin me she knows I know something about who bombed the store. Trying to show no fear I quipped "how much you willing to pay for what I know". She slides money across the table then slaps a hand on top saying "tell me what you know first or I'm gonna rip you apart"..I take her to the store and point and say something or other. Long story short we get talking, atmosphere eases..she drops me at home, I say "thanks baby" and see my daughter rounding the corner into our house with her school bag over shoulder..Praying the butch girl didn't see, I raced in hollering..Some CIA or FBI woman was in my room..she says sarcastically "whaadya want" or something..made a few more quips at me then, continuing her search, asked more questions. I see my daughter come in leaning against a wall. Relieved she is alright and thinking the agent was beginning to understand I knew nothing I started to relax and wasn't concerned when the agent approached nearer to me..until I felt a needle jab in my butt.. Confused, I said to the agent "what do you want from me??!"..my daughter, not seeing the jab, laughed and says all amused "I guess she is looking for "the truth"..I fade out. Next thing I know I'm in my daughter's room saying "we really need to talk.."..planning to tell her everybody thinks I'm her and all the weird stuff going on..Then I woke up. Cthu. I got up and told my daughter before she went to school and she was in hysterics..told me to go back to sleep because it sounded exhausting.

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*  December 13, 2015  ·  I had a dream last night that Easy Mo Bee was standing listening with hp's on to a Nick Wiz beat I'd done a song on and bobbing his head..I love both of those producers with a passion..nope I have no idea what that was about..made no sense to me either lol..random thoughts about music in my sleep.

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*  February 16, 2011  ·  I had a weird dream.  Ishi was standing looking sad, shaking his head saying "Don't let this happen to hip hop"..  Who am I to talk or dream or feel like this? My team/family IS the reason.. Don't let real hip hop turn into a dying artform..a 'formula', overtaken by autotune, overuse of technology, the paper chase, bling, music mafioso's. You hear 'everybody spits these days'..BUT not everybody CAN or should be presenting what they do.

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